So my summer vacation is going to draw to an end in two and a half weeks and I am not ready for it at all. I want to be a stay at home mom more than anything. I am very grateful that I have had this much time with him, when many women don't even get that. It just breaks my heart to know that I am going to miss out on all the other firsts in his life... I am determined to make whatever caregiver he has not inform me of any new amazing things he does for her. That way when he does them for me I can assume it was his first time. :) Ignorance is bliss! Now I have the task of finding some one I can trust to care for the person that I would give my life for. I think this is going to be harder than labor. Well this just stinks!
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it is very difficult. If you can check the sex offenders list for the area of where he'll be staying and also if you can get a background check on the sitter and their family that is the way to go. Good luck! After a couple of failed (good references) sitters we decided it was best for me to stay home.
ReplyDeleteGirl, I dont know how you do it. I thought about working today and cried just THINKING about it lol I've been looking for a job and I know that I will eventually have to work but holy crap will I bawl my eyes out the first time I have to leave my baby! I totally understand feeling like you're going to miss out on stuff, it makes your heart ache!
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